I think I may have to... the thing I hated about Proactiv though is that my skin was always patchy - really rough in some areas and an oil slick in others. But this acne is killing me, I'd forgotten how much acne just destroys your self esteem

My job requires me to get up on stage and present which I normally love, but I've been avoiding as many live presentations as possible as I feel so disgusting and humiliated.
Maybe the search for perfect skin just isn't worth it and I should accept "OK" skin...