Re: Its all falling apart
I am sorry you have had such hurt around you for so many years. That's really great of you that you managed to keep such a high grade while you have been coping with all of this hurt.
Is it hard for you to talk to your mom about how you feel? I understand how taking care of your family is very important but I also feel like you need to make yourself a priority. I suggested in another thread to look into a grief group, there you can share what you are going through and perhaps learn something from other people.