Understood with regards to the ix-nay on the elf-say eatment-tray. It's good to know what to expect and propose the next time I see Dr. Babe.
I don't doubt that what's worked for me could backfire miserably for some. But at this point I can live with minor complexities and even deterioration compared to what life was like before. Sometimes the solution is worse than the problem, but not this time.
And I have no ethical or social qualms about being "addicted" to an amphetamine. If it's a side-effect of an approach that helps me contribute better to society, if it's an appropriately considered and managed lesser-of-evils, I'm at peace with it. Others who may have problems with my solution are entitled to their