sweetonlyme

I did go to see my former Psychologist. She went though the criteria to check if someone has Bipolar disorder and she also said that I have the Type 2.
Yesterday I visited another Psychiatrist and he also said the same thing.
My horrible rage outbursts, fowl mouth when I am angry, breaking things in the house are very much a repetitive thing in my world. Then the crying spells, the suicidal thoughts, the lack of will, and the anger again. Then the extreme happiness and rage. There"s always rage, somehow.
My husband is so sweet I call him names when I get unbearable, insufferable like he says. He never says bad words to me. It"s been ten years of marriage with great times but also very bad ones just because of my bad temper. Which in reality is just me with BP type 2. He always says that I have pretty bad mood swings. Why could not he see what it really was. He is supposedly a smart man, very well educated. Denial I guess?