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Old 08-23-2011, 10:52 PM   #1
alexx103 alexx103 is offline
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Unhappy Confused and dont know what to do about my sexuality.

Ever since I was little I can remember being attracted to boys and girls but I liked girls more and even dated alot. When I was 16 I met a guy and I even had sex with him which I did not enjoy at all and I felt disgusted afterwards worse part he never bothered to call me again taking my virginity. Now at 18 I am starting to feel depressed and dont know what to do because I really like this girl at work but I dont know if she feels the same way and Ive asked her if she likes me and she has said yes but is too scared to go out with me. But at the same time now I want to explore things with guys as well but im so nervous and scared beacuse of what happened when I was 16. Somebody help I need advice I havent told anyone about my past beacuse my only brother would be disgusted if I told him even though we are really close my family disapproves of gays and it sucks beacuse all my friends are straight as well.

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