Re: Overcoming the loss of the most amazing girl. EVER.
What a terrible thing to happen and I am so terribly sorry.
I am no expert on grief and am myself struggling with its effects, but I do know that everyone deals with it differently, there is no right or wrong way. The things you describe are just your way of coming to terms or accepting that she has gone and this is such a difficult thing to do. The enormity of losing somebody you love is something we cannot prepare for, especially when we lose someone suddenly in this way. You miss her, its hard I know. I hope that with each day you learn to remember all the good times you both had, and the love you shared and can do this with a smile and without so much pain.
And remember, you are not alone in your grief there is always someone to express your feelings to if it helps in some way. I for one totally understand.