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Old 09-18-2011, 07:33 PM   #1
andnotmyself andnotmyself is offline
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Weight loss and still feeling bad

Hi, I don't know what my problem is other then depression and anxiety. Well this is my problem since I have been diagnosed with this 1 year ago yesterday. I have lost 50 lbs mainly due to the pills I would have to say. Since I had no plan on losing it. I really wasn't overweight but I always thought I was. My problem isn't that I have lost the weight, the problem is is that when I look in the mirror I see no difference whatsoever. I try my old clothes on to see if I have lost it. Everyone notices the weight loss I guess I look totally different (hair color changed also helped) my husband says I am to skinny. I am a size 6 now but feel like a 16. Why can I not see this in myself. I know I have low self esteem. I always did. I never felt pretty or good looking or whatever you want to say. I hate myself actually. Why am I still feeling like this.
Anything would be helpful.
Thanks

 
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