| | Just becoming too much
I know I sound like a big cry baby and I feel guilty for not being stronger. There are days I just think I can't take the pain any more. Between the worry with bills due to not working and the run around I get there, call this person and that person and send this paperwork and that paperwork and the pain that is so intense sometimes, I just don't know how I can make it through this. I pray, I pray so hard for strength and relief.
Do any women out there remember what labor was like, that intense pain that you just couldn't get at. That's what I feel like a lot of the time, only it's in my feet, legs and fingers. I do have semi good days when it is all tolerable, but it seems like the days where I just don't know what to do are getting more and more common. Please someone help me. Please! I have a 12 year old that I have to raise and a mentally and physically disabled brother I'm guardian of. I am only 42 years old. I can't live like this.