Re: As of late...
Hello Chels. You said a few people have not turned their back on you. Could these people help you in some way even if it's just listening to what is bothering you when you have the urge to burn or cut yourself?
Is there another counselor in your area that you could go to? Is the psych you're seeing not available or is his/her schedule not compatible with yours?
I can relate to the feeling that there isn't any hope. Fortunately a lot of the worst case scenarios I thought would happen never did, in fact a much better outcome oftentimes occurred.
I don't think the pain and difficulty you're facing is crap. I think one of the primary purposes of these boards is to provide support to each other when we feel like life is bleak and there is no hope.