Have you talked to him about how you feel emotionally? Is he still interested in being married to you? If you are ready to leave and are having difficulty, you might try to find a support group for single woman and/or divorcees who would have able to offer local support. You could also go see a counselor. If you think there is hope saving your marriage, I would talk to him and see if you two could go see a marriage counselor. I guess it just depends on what point you are at. Sorry to hear about your pain. I hear it will get better.
