Hi Lonely insid
Well.. that was a lot to take in but I had some time to read it.. and I did right to the end..
You have done such a lot, as I have with my life..
and now it would be nice to think you have found happiness with your self.. without her....
I hope your life has gone somewhere.. that your'e still working and attending Therapy if you need it..
take your time and find what is important to YOU !! ..
I have no idea what you like...
.. it could be travel, finding out about other cultures like I did.?
. or doing drama after work.. at night ..
Taking photography classes .. if that's an interest..
Cooking seems to be popular at the moment ..many many things ..
I met my partner recently after years of trying to find someone on a dating site..So it does work...All kinds of things..
Let us know how you are going now... Lonelyinsd. ???...
and Best of Luck from all of us on here ... ( The Silent ones.. )