Please know u are not alone... You can say as you feel anytime. I wish there was more helpful information out there for you. I know that no matter the kind of cancer the word alone throws you for a loop.
I will listen and do my best to help you get the stress out. I do know it is very hard to talk about it especially with the patient. Its not good talking about it with them unless they want to talk about it. Based on experience.
My father has had kidney cancer for 6 years now and its been a bumpy road.
But he has a doctor thats treating him like he's "lliving" with cancer not dying from it. Theres a big difference. As he had a doctor like that.
Please vent when you feel the need... I hope all is as well as it can be.