It gets better, I know your concernes. You don't know how many typos I did to get this far. But I really know about your guitar. Because I played it all my life and I never wrote anything down. i swear i knew a hundred or so songs just be on my head. So when I had my stroke and all that music was gone. I was afriad to pick up my guitar. But I fianally did and I was surprised my fingrers went where they where supposed to do. I didn;t play any fancy chords, but I could play a c, f and g and a d and that was enoug to start again. Don't be frugstrated my buddy. It will come again.