Re: Giving Up?
IMO- you need to call an ambulance and be admitted to a hospital. Regardless of the cause, if you are so weak you can barely type and have difficulty caring for yourself and have no family support then you need to be in a hospital. This doesn't sound like typical chronic fatigue and does sound like it's got at least some psychological component that dates back to your rape. I don't have any advice to offer you on your condition but am absolutely positive you should be in the hospital based on your statements about your current condition. You need to have your physical health treated, and then also possibly seek psychiatric treatment as well, so you can figure out what's physical and what is psychological. But focus on the physical for now and call an ambulance or have one of your relatives take to the hospital.