I have been given a possible MS diagnosis recently. I had an MRI last week that shows lesions. I was too in shock to ask how many. I am kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop as I've had a spinal tap and some bloodwork done and I'm just waiting for results now. I am not doing well mentally with this diagnosis. I am someone who loves spending time outside in the summer including going to the ocean. I cannot imagine never being out in the sand and the surf and the sun. It just breaks my heart literally into pieces that my favorite place on earth is going to be taken from me with this diagnosis.