Re: Relapsed, thinking suboxone is my only hope.
Do whats best for you and yur success. Like you said you know you best. Not like you tried once and threw in the towel. Your fighting to be the best sober mom you can be for your son, theres no shame in that. Contact the VA and they can give you steps for what to do next re: sub treatment.
Hang in there, keepign you in my prayers.