USmiss

Now since I read this posting of mine again, it's triggered doubts in my head. I'm trying my best to let them float away and not affect me. It's like I can't even trust myself, I constantly have to question my thoughts, feelings, and intentions. I remember when I was younger and would go shopping, I could not make up my mind as to whether I wanted to buy something for fear of it not matching something else I already have or it having something wrong with it. It would drive my mom and me nuts but I'd take that uncertainty over this uncertainty dealing with real-life issues. lol