Re: I am unloved and put down and everyday is so hard
I just want to say that I am so very sorry you go through this kind of disgusting abuse. I can't even begin to imagine what you feel like. I think it's time for a divorce, time to walk away from your children, they are adults and they only use you. They show absolutely no appreciation for you. Your husband is NOT there for you and you can do so much better without him and THEM in your life to only bring you down. It's time to do for YOU. Get out on your own if you can afford it. If not then if you have any close friends then maybe move in with one of them for the time being? There's places out there that offer help to people in your situation. I would leave them and never look back. When your children have children of their own, I hope they get the same kind of treatment and they finally realize how horrible they treated you. I am so sorry.