angelbabyJordan

Hi, I just wanted thank u For posting this and being so open. I'm also terribly sorry for your heartbreaking loss and for the cruel and insensitive words your former friend said. We found out Monday at our very first ultrasound at 10 1/2 weeks that our baby stopped growing at 6 wks. I was devastated. I still am. They gave me meds to pass the baby but nothing happened for 3days, so today I had a d&c. I miss my baby so much, and waiting for the miscarriage was just awful. So monday night as I'm trying to get some sleep, just bawling my eyes out, I asked God to show me the baby in my dreams that night. When I fell asleep I saw a face of a beautiful little boy smiling. He looks just like my first and third with the dark hair all my boys have, his was similar but tinted like he had been out in the sun. I immediately recognized him and believe his hair was like that because Hes always in Gods light in heaven. I read a book last year called heaven is for real. He talks about there being no sun in heaven, that God is the constant light. Well I pray God gives me more dreams of him. We had really thought we were having a girl this time so I was surprised to see a boy, another reason i truly believe this to be a God given dreamto me. and we named him Jordan Manuel. Im so grateful for this dream, as its helped me start healing ',and im glad to hear yours too. They ARE alive in heaven and one day if we can be with them forever.