Chrissy26

I want to say I am so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage in 2009. Matter of fact, yesterday made it 3 years. I can't recall any dreams of the baby but I definitely saw her. I was crying one night really bad about losing her and I felt this calmness come over me. I had my eyes closed but then I opened them and standing by my bedside was a little girl, with black hair, in a white dress and she was looking at me like to say "mommy, please don't cry. Why are you sad?" It made me feel as if she was trying to tell me that she was okay. She looked about 2 years old in the vision and by then she would've been 2 years old if she had still been alive. I saw another vision of her when DH and I were TTC our 4th son and I happened to be ovulating on the day I had lost her (this was last year, my son is now 3 months old). I remember lying in bed crying because I wasn't sure if I should try that night to get pregnant or would my daughter feel like we were trying to replace her. But when I saw the vision something told me it would be ok. So we did try and we found out 2 weeks later that we were expecting. On one of the first sonograms we had, the technician printed the picture out. I noticed a little cross sign on my uterus right next to the baby. I always said it was a sign that the baby was blessed. My son was almost born 3x premature due to my water leaking. Thankfully though I went to full term. As a matter of fact, I went passed my due date and had to be induced at 41 weeks. My son came out ok but he had severe jaundice due to our blood types being different. My blood affected his and his levels weren't going down. He had to stay in NICU for a few days. It was very hard. But I believe that cross sign was a sign my baby boy is blessed and I have a feeling my daughter has something to do with it.

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