Re: Something that has stole my soul.
Your chances of having contracted HIV from this are non existent, not small. YOu were never at risk for HIV and would not even need testing for this.
The symptoms? They are just that....symptoms of something, any dime a dozen cold, flu, heat rash, whatever. I would not even think about HIV a moment longer. HIV is transmitted through UNprotected vaginal and anal sex. Oral sex is not a risk.