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Old 09-30-2012, 05:18 AM   #1
JennyGxx JennyGxx is offline
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Worried I'm going to start again :S

So I havn't self harmed in ... Months maybe just under a year even and I'm really happy with myself. But it's always been a struggle to stay on the right track and just lately it's been even harder, Iv been having days where I feel low again and they make me want to give up and do it. So many times I have been very very close to doing it but I've told myself that I've come so far and to do it now would ruin a years hard work, but the longer I manage not to do it the more I seem to want to do it. I just know that if I hurt myself I'll have really let myself down and I'll be even more low. When I was self harming before it was awful, I was just so so down all the time and I didn't care for my life at all. That's different now... I don't feel that horrible anymore but things are stressful and I'm worried last year is going to repeat itself. Anyone been in a similar situation :S xxx

 
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