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Old 10-01-2012, 10:16 PM   #1
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Question Been about a year since drugs, but...

Been about a year and maybe four months since I've been clean from drugs. Every drug I did was: marijuana, ecstasy, cough medicine, shrooms, LSD, adderall and ritalin. The ones I am mainly concerned about are surprisingly the ADD medicines like Adderall and Ritalin. Ecstasy also concerns me. After all this time being clean and sober I still feel somewhere in my head that I will never get my mind back. The one I had before I did drugs. My mind restarts whenever I find happiness. I hold to it. Anything exciting I always notice right away. It's as if I'm addicted to feeling good. Question: has anyone been in a similar situation and is now able to go through life without always noticing everything good. Without noticing EVERYTHING really. I just want it to slow down. Other comments: ever since I have done drugs I feel my heart is not the way it was either. May have done damage to my heart with all the Adderall.

 
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