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Old 10-08-2012, 07:01 AM   #8
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Re: My psychotic history

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Originally Posted by koolguy View Post
during my psychosis I wasnt necessarily hearing voices but random thoughts were popping up that were giving me ideas.

for several years I was convinced that I was being drugged forcibly and come back and fourth uni while paranoid about a weird headache. not only headaches but I also felt this scared feeling coming up. now I know that it is a stage of done some kind of eps...

I was convinced that a ray gun was irradiating my head wherever I went and also making my face tickle in order to break me. I ended up touching my face repeatly to show my fight back to the machine that's touching my face.

I was driving at the time back and fourth home and uni and soon I was receiving message from cars and billboards, those advertisements were there to relay messages using me as a kind of computer.
Thanks for sharing this.

At the height of my psychosis I had delusions the FBI were after me and

I was an important spy. The medication brought it under control.

My query now is from what you have posted that the very drug that helps

me - risperidone - could be responsible for making me have panic attacks.

I am patiently waiting Koolguy to see whether the switch to

Clozapine does the trick for you. I am praying that it will work for you.

If I ask to be put on clozapine then I have to go in as an

inpatient which is not ideal.

Last edited by synpase321; 10-08-2012 at 07:04 AM.