Originally Posted by koolguy
during my psychosis I wasnt necessarily hearing voices but random thoughts were popping up that were giving me ideas.
for several years I was convinced that I was being drugged forcibly and come back and fourth uni while paranoid about a weird headache. not only headaches but I also felt this scared feeling coming up. now I know that it is a stage of done some kind of eps...
I was convinced that a ray gun was irradiating my head wherever I went and also making my face tickle in order to break me. I ended up touching my face repeatly to show my fight back to the machine that's touching my face.
I was driving at the time back and fourth home and uni and soon I was receiving message from cars and billboards, those advertisements were there to relay messages using me as a kind of computer.
Thanks for sharing this.
At the height of my psychosis I had delusions the FBI were after me and
I was an important spy. The medication brought it under control.
My query now is from what you have posted that the very drug that helps
me - risperidone - could be responsible for making me have panic attacks.
I am patiently waiting Koolguy to see whether the switch to
Clozapine does the trick for you. I am praying that it will work for you.
If I ask to be put on clozapine then I have to go in as an
inpatient which is not ideal.