I dont know what to do
Ive been having symptoms of depression on and off for about three years now. I lost a of wieght at one point. I gained a lot of weight back. I feel lonely and cry because of it, even when i was with someone or about to leave someone.
Anyway, I cry, I eat more than I need, I have tried to gain happiness through sex, and all i feel is that no one loves me or wants me around.
I took an online depression questionaire and it said a score over 21 could indicate major depression and my score was 42.
I want to talk to someone about it, but I dont know who.