Re: help me
I wish I had a magic cure for you. Can I ask what nationality your family is?
Try to do things, even at home, that you enjoy. You can "window shop" online if that makes you happy. Are you sure there isn't a medical clinic at school you could visit during your 4 hours in between classes? I'm so sorry your parents don't see depression as a real disease.
Try and make some friends at school, I'm sure you can if you make a effort. You can be out of your house when you're 18. Can you get a part time job and start saving some money?
Keep in touch!