| | Help I can't stop!
I was so proud of myself going sober fir 5 days and withdraws were only bad fir couple days my heart was acting abnormal so I started up again and it started beating more normal. But now I keep saying I will stop and hate myself the next day. I need support and aa has not helped at least meetings I've gone to. Should I keep going? It's a matter of life that I stop my health so bad. If I can find some support on here it would be great.