| | Cant masturbate. Am I broken?
I am a 21 year old woman who cant masturbate successfully and has never experienced an orgasm. At this point I'm starting to think that I'm broken either mentally or physically or perhaps both.
I do have past trauma when it comes to sex. I was molested and raped by my babysitter when I was 5. I know that this is most likely the reason why. I am trying to seek professional help (have an appointment with a therapist on the second). But I just cant stand it. I think that I'm damaged and will never be able to experience pleasure with my self of another individual.
Basically the question plaguing my mind right now is will I ever be able to make my self happy. And if I am broken. I know this most likely sounds pathetic but I feel like I'm at my breaking point.
If you have any advise ANY please please speak up. I just don't know what to do anymore.