Want to post but don't know where to begin. Thought I should post at least once so no one thinks I'm a "troll" :P But I just need to read all your posts. And looking at that seems overwhelming. I am as sick as a dog. Actually, my dogs aren't sick at all, and would probably take issue with me for saying that. And if I had even one cubic centimeter of their energy and enthusiasm, I wouldn't be here. I used to be a strong person. A dynamo. I now feel like a tumbleweed in the wind. Blowing here and there, stopping only long enough to spit the dust out of my mouth. Looking for some bridge girders or a berm or the base of some mountain to slam into. Does this get better? It's been a long time.