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Old 01-24-2013, 08:54 PM   #6
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Re: !5 years on Kadian

The pain is not bad. I stopped going on my boat because at the end of the day I was in pain. I know when to get off my feet now.. I go in the hot tub 2x a day.
Im not working -so i'm ok but if i had to be on my feet by the 2nd or 3rd day I would be in lots of pain.
I think I know what mess up my head. I was on 80 mg oxcontin 3x a day when they first came out with them in the late 90s. I was working n had 2 kids in school paying $30,000 each for med school. I told the Dr. to give me what ever it takes to keep me going. Those pills made me supper man. I remember when I got off them n when on Kadin. I fell like crap n still do ..... I did something yesterday to see how i would feel. I took 3 50 mg kadin in the am. and then one more at noon. All day yesterday i feel normal --NOT HIGH !!! Just normal. I called my dad n talk to him--my sisters........ SO what the hell do I do ?? I have meds to be on 500 mg a day n have a stock on them...