Re: Put my heart out there after it was broken before and now I am devastated again
You're going to have to learn that in life we don't always get closure. Whether its due to a broken relationship or a death or something else, you're not always going to get the closure you need to move on. The best thing you can do for yourself is to keep yourself occupied with your kids, which should be your first priority, and your friends and everything else. She doesn't belong in your life nor your thoughts anymore so close that chapter and be glad you have more time to devote to your kids now. Do father/son activities and make them happy. That's what you should be doing instead of pining away for a psychopathic ex who is going to keep playing mind games with you until you cut her off completely.