Re: Put my heart out there after it was broken before and now I am devastated again
closure doesn't always come and it is very hard to deal with. making a doctors appointment is definitely a step in the right direction, because if you are struggling with depression and insomnia, trying to get your life back on track becomes nearly impossible. Trying to distract yourself by spending more time with your kids is a great idea, and really trying to enjoy and accept being single is another good step to take. It won't happen quickly, but trying to be content on your own as a single parent will help you get over this heartache of your first real relationship since your ex wife.
all the best,