Re: Is it normal to feel this way?
Yes this is normal. This is a little different then your story but when my can died i was completely thrown off track for a long time. A death like that can always take a while to heal from. A thing that worked for me was writing a letter to the person that has passed. It sounds kinda wierd even dumb (I was doubtful at first) but it worked really well, doing this helps you poor out all the emotions you have onto paper. And somehow this helps, not totally sure how yet but it worked. This may not work for you but its just a suggestion.
I believe you can get through this. Mainly because ive been through a lot in life and yes i may be young but i have a lot of insight into life and how things work.