| | Stone Cold OUT
Well folks, in case you havent followed my story....I just took my last pill an hour ago. I had 10 today where I normally have 20. So most of you know Im already withdrawing. It's 9:13 and I know its comin. The bad part is, life goes on even if we don't. I wonder how Im gonna deal with tomorrow and my "normal" family. They will know something is wrong. See, they dont anything about addiction the what your body will go thru. They are the lucky ones. So--I will began to pay dearly for the short lived band aids I've been applying to myself over a period of time. This is hard, but I know I need to bear down and get real. So...anybody out there that cares, just thought I'd keep ya posted and give you an update. Thanks for being here and have a good night.