I'm sorry that you're struggling
I haven't been diagnosed with BPD although I think that I might have sometimes exhibited some of the behaviours when I have been very distressed (sorry about the technical words... I'm not sure how best to express this...)
Do post back if you want to, and I will try to help. I will be around off and on for a while...
[This message has been edited by Fuzzy Bear (edited 09-13-2002).]