| | depressed with RA
I am having a really difficult time. It is "back to school" time, and I have been struggling, in addition to daily stuff (which is hard enough for me), with school clothes shopping, and next week my youngest will need me to get up early with her to get her off to school. I am so dreading it. I was really encouraged when I first started on Remicade a few months ago. I had a few really great weeks in June where I felt like I finally had energy and felt good, almost normal. But since July, I am back in a slump, can barely get out of bed. Each day is just like the day before, and I plan on doing things, but end up laying around and feeling lousy. We moved my oldest daughter to college this past weekend, and I am trying to recupe from that. It is so depressing to feel lousy day after day after day. I am only 39 and feel like my life is over aleready. And frankly the thought of living like this for another 40 years is not very appealing.