Hey its 8 ball again
I was wondering what happen to you. As things seem not that great from your post.
At this time I bet you are confused and it is normal to be. Just take your time before getting into a relationship. Let things settle with this one first. Your mind will tell you when you are readsy and right now its not if your confused.
Its nice to meet new people but don't get into a relationship right off. Take your time and try to enjoy life first