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I have deliberately been as restrictive in the detail as I can be.
I have participated in two hypno sessions. (so far).
Last Tuesday (30th). It was basically an introduction to my therapist and an introduction to how the hypno would work. It only lasted just over thirty minutes, but both my therapist and I thought it went very well.
It seems I am the type of person who can work well with this therapy.
Two days AFTER this session, I had a remarkable evening.
I spent the ENTIRE night dreaming about my childhood (pre 5 years old).
The images I was seeing was EXACTLY like watching an old fashioned 'slide show' on a projector screen ~ but at a fast forward speed.
I could recognise the images ~ but not enough to see what they were.
(very much like subliminal advertising).
I did start to have a recurring image relating to a specific room in the old house where I lived (up to being 4 years old).
It was my parents room.
There was something about the wall above the bed.
There was something happening ON the bed.
I thought I was stood at the side of the bed looking.
That was ALL I could remember.
After an hour long session, I made some amazing progress.
I was told BEFORE I started my sessions, that I would automatically know what it was that was causing my current problems.
I was told it would be so clear to me that I would quite literally say,
"That's what is causing all this..."
Yesterday, I discovered mine.
The mental picture I had been seeing all week became considerably clearer.
It WAS in my parents bedroom.
SOMETHING happened ON the bed.
INITIALLY, I thought it was my mother, kneeling forwards and somebody else (not clear if it was my father, or not), having sex.
The picture changed to ME being on the bed, kneeling forwards, facing the wall.
(looking directly at something?)
I now remember looking at a small clock. Fixed to the wall.
I also remember looking at it telling the time on three occasions. (4,8 and 12)
I don't remember if I was alone or not. NOT YET.
Booked for next Tuesday. 90 minute session.
My therapist thinks with the extra time we might be able to discover what we need to.
I have a HUGE amount of detail to help verify this.
I am deliberately refraining from being detailed.
I do not want to upset or offend ANYBODY.
I am only trying to inform others who might be in a similar situation, (past or present) as to MY experiences with this type of therapy.
After nearly forty years of mental torture, it now appears that I might just find the cause and then be able to start to deal with it so I can move on with my life.
Additionally, I had a drive home from the session (90 mins) on mostly open roads and I felt FANTASTIC...
THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE.