Re: is it possible i was sexually abused as a child
I feel you should bring the mental health team into this,for your own good.
It appears that sex tends to bring up bad feelings instead of being a pleasurable experience.
How far this goes back is locked away somewhere in your psyche and I believe that the MHT(mental health team) may be just the one's to help guide you through this enigmatic situation.
When in doubt, post it out.