It is hard sometimes to deal with all of the issues of this disease, I know. I understand your fears and panic/anxiety. I still worry even though I've been to my doctors already. I worry that they might have missed something or the treatment plan is not the right one. I'm trying to dispell these thoughts though, but, as I said it is difficult. There are many of us that understand what you're going through. I can tell you that it will get better
The anxiety will not help you though so try and not let it take you over. I know, easier said than done.........Try to change your diet too, no fried foods, no spices, minimize caffeine intake, and drink more water! My thoughts are with you!