Messed Up Big Time
I have been so stupid and totally made a mess of a pimple on my forehead, i said i would never do this again after my last attack on a pimple that left me with a cut for 3 months.
On Sunday a mega pimple brokeout on my forehead and one on the side of my nose, i have managed to leave the nose pimple alone and just treat it with dettol and today it's nearly gone but i just couldn't leave the forehead pimple alone probably because it was so in my face and after using warm compresses and different products it now looks a total mess, in fact i have even taken a few day's off work and i am too embarresed to go out although i have to, infact the thought of people seeing me like this makes me feel physically sick.
I am just applying moisturizer at the moment as the skin is red with product over use but the redness doesn't seem to be subsiding, i look as though i have walked into a wall or someting and been so self concious i just can't think about anything else.
The worst thing is i am due to go on holiday this weekend and i have been looking forward to it for ages as i need a good vacation, but now all i want to do is hide away until this thing looks half decent.
This is the final time that i will ever mess around with a pimple, from now on they get left alone and i will just have to learn to cope with them because one minutes madness is going to cause me one week of hell.