| | Clear skin, but Dumped and Depressed.
At last i have clear skin after 8 years (i pray it lasts) but i still feel down about myself. I still feel inferior like i did when i had acne. I am continually worried it will return. Recently i started feeling better about everything and started to relax about my appearance and got a boyfriend again. i am gonna go slightly off the topic now i know, i got dumped yesterday so i feel like crap again! I am so upset because this is the millionth time i have been treated badly by a bloke, i have never been treated well. Starting to think there is something wrong with me. I didnt go out with anyone for a year cause i was scared of getting hurt after my past experiences then i started seeing this bloke, i held back for a long time cause i was scared and as soon as i let my guard down and became emotionally attached he feeds me the whole im not ready for a relationship now, its not you its me, bull bla bla bla. Just when things were starting to improve now i feel crap again. In all of my relationships (not just this one) i have been stood up, let down, cheated on, lied too, ignored, insulted, hit and now i feel like i cant take it again and will be alone forever because i cant face it again. Sorry everyone for going off the subject but felt like i wanted to say it and you seem like a friendly bunch. I wonder if i had never had problems with my skin would i have been less affected by it.