| Some very basic questions
Hi,
I am new here and, frankly, kinda nervous about discussing ADD with anyone. But, I have a couple of questions that I think y'all can help me with. The story of my diagnosis is long, but suffice it to say I am a 29 year old male, and had a fairly extensive evaluation. My doctor put me on 10mg 2x daily instant release adderall. The first week was amazing; I was a changed person. A few individuals I spoke with told me I might even have been 'hyperfocused'...and that's possible but I didn't care because for the first time in my life I: 1) Listened, 2) Didn't interrupt, and 3) Stuck on a task until completion. I also was much calmer than in the past. Side effects for me were mild, but included cold hands and feet and trouble sleeping.
Okay, well that abilty to focus has gone away. I am sort of scared of addiction, so I don't take it on the weekends and the occasional day I don't need it (about 1x every 2 weeks). I spoke with my doctor, but he didnt' want to up my dose. He instead changed me to 20mg adderall XR. It does seem "smoother" to me...but I don't really focus that much better. In other words, I notice the drug, it keeps me alert, it gives me some focus ability, but it's not like it was.
Therefore, my questions are: 1) from everyones experience, was my first week abnormal in terms of focus ability? and 2) If not, do I need to push for an increased dose? I have heard Adderall has a 'sweet spot' where too much actually is detrimental.
Thank you for your help. I feel like admitting as an adult that I have ADD is like admitting a personal failure or problem. But treatment has made me a differnet person and one I much prefer. I hope I can 'fine tune' this treatment some. I know y'all can help...and I thank you for your advice.
Ringbill
Last edited by Ringbill; 07-09-2004 at 07:00 AM.
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