| Adderall Success Stories???
My story:
I started taking adderall about 3 months ago. My doctor started me on a very small dose, 10 mg per day, and currently I am taking 50mg a day of RX (two 25 mg pills every morning before work).
I have experienced mild side effects, and occasionally more severe ones, and I am wondering if anybody out there has gotten to a point with the adderall where they feel no side effects any longer. I was told that, as my body got used to it, the side effects would eventually either go away or become so mild they wouldn't be a big deal.
Every so often I get a really bad headache, typically towards the end of the day.
I used to pop out of bed in the mornings and hit the gym before work. Now I feel like I am glued to it, and when I do drag myself up I feel pretty drowsy until I take the adderall. I haven't worked out consistently in about two months; before that I was the kind of guy who didn't miss a workout.
During the day, usually around 2 in the afternoon or so (I take the pills at 8:15ish), I get a very hot feeling and can feel myself sweating. In a suit and tie this can get ugly. I also find myself sweating more almost all morning as well, although I don't feel hot.
If I skip a day or a weekend the results are completely unpredictable. Even if I half my dose for the weekend. Sometimes I'll get this lethargic feeling that is beyond anything I've ever felt before. I can barely move. While it's rare, it makes me nervous enough where I just take the stuff every day now.
So, with all of that in the picture, frankly part of me would LOVE LOVE LOVE to go off the stuff. But, in my case, the pros outway the cons. I can actually do my job for the first time in my life. That simple sentence can't convey all the emotions that are built up over years of feeling horrible about myself when it comes to academics or work. I can actually see a light at the end of the tunnel now, so to speak. I can plan a future because, for the first time ever, my present is somewhat secure. It feels great.
The adderall also allows me to pursue interests I could never seriously consider before: further education in my current field, education in other fields, certifications in anything I am interested in, etc etc etc etc.
I really just want to find a comfortable place with it, and am hoping that the norm is for this to happen with most people taking adderall. Aaaaanyone?
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