i do feel a lot of my mood swings mayb be due to ADHD. However, i wonder about the real plummets that come every few months and i can never stop and that meds dont stop either.
It is probably just the meds but the last few nights i have found myself unable to sleep more because of racing thoughts and a restless feeling. Yet the week before i was very depressed and the dexedrine helped calm me down and i felt at ease and relaxed and i was sleeping so well and easily.
I am noticing now they wear off in the afternoons, i get tired and then i go to sleep, i wake up and feel refreshed but i feel racy at night.im a night owl anyway usually.
last night it took me 2 and a half hours to sleep again and i woke up brefily at 5 and then went back to sleep ok. But i woke up this morning feeling slightly weighed down, the anxious depressed sort of feeling, i was not in a depression i just noticed something up with my mood. i took the Dex and an hour later it was like being shot out of a cannon.
i have been very energized more than usual on the Dex, im moving about and having the conversations outloud and talking fast in the conversations again. My hands are going and everything as if people are actually there. I know theres no one there but i talk sometimes to people i know and play out scenarios. Then i feel an anxious energy, i dont feel anxious or depressed i just feel buzzing.
I feel positive and very happy. Why would the meds effect me suddenly like that after the week before they calmed my thoughts down and actually made me feel slightly tired but alert to a good level?
any thoughts? I suppose if it was sinister i wouldnt be typing right now which is a good sign