dont know where to begin....
i feel like its the only
answer to what is wrong with me.
i feel so distracted.
i feel so alone.
i am unble to hold conversation,
concentrate or hold a relationship with anyone.
i am 20 years old and sometimes i feel like
death is the only way to get rid of this.
it feels like im always thinking.
going over things in my mind that
happened in the past and just beating myself
over all the mistakes i have made.
i day dream allot. i could be watching tv
listening to music, outside with people and it never fails
that i start playing scenarios in my mind. i also get very nervous.
in my mind i want to talk to girls i like but when it comes down
to conversation i fail.
i would like too seek help but i dont
know where to begin.
whats wrong with me?