All right, I think I'm the biggest idiot ever.
I was extremely exhausted yesterday and had a bunch of assignments that were due at midnight. I decided to just take my Adderall (10mg IR). Well, it didn't work so after an hour I went to take another. I lost my bottle of IR (which I do way too much, LOL). So, this is where I made my first mistake... I decided to get one of my XR (20mg) and crush up the medicine. Yes, I know I am an idiot.
For some reason, I thought it was 10mg instead of 20mg. Oh god, am I stupid or what? Anyways, I continued this (I knew I would be over my prescribed dose, but I thought it would be fine) until I realized my mistake... By what I've counted, I ended up with about 110mg.
My heart rate has remained at around 90bpm, and I noticed it was a little irregular every once in a while. My back, neck, shoulders, and thighs (off and on) are numb. I also feel twitches in my back every once in a while, or a feeling of pressure. This is also making my anxiety act up, which makes me feel 10x worse.
EDIT: I am also starting to feel hot.
I'm sure no doctor would believe my story and think it was drug abuse or
a suicide attempt. I promise that this was just from me being an idiot.
If (which I plan on doing when I get the courage to tell my mom) I end up at the hospital for it, will I never be able to get my Adderall again? Not even sure if I want to take it again now, but I might in the future.
Do you think I'm going to be okay?
Okay, try to be somewhat nice when answering please. I understand that I made a really stupid mistake, but I don't need you to point out how stupid you think I am. Thank you.