Thanks for the reply, I am pretty sure I am a true ADD sufferer, looking back on my childhood, school and social life. All these things were taken into account before given the dx by my DR. I cannot focus long enough to take care of everday necessities, including ensuring the well-being of my children. I think I was able to build enough coping mechanisms as I matured and coped the best I could. Now as an adult with 3 small children (Who COULD Focus??? LOL)I find that at time I have put their lives in danger by not paying attention, being forgetful, and so on.... I consider myself a very loving, caring mother, and it hurts me to see the things I do, for no obvious reason (until now!)
I am being treated for depression, as I was dx with acute depression at age 18 and have not been successful without medication since then. I currently take 40 mg. of Prozac daily, which I have no side effects from, but keeps me from going into a deep depression.
I do question my dx, as I had stereotyped ADD so much in the past and assumed it was for hyper little boys. It was a shock to think this was ME!! But now doing research, All the peices fit, everything I could not understand, finally is beginning to make a little sense. I am embarrassed to have an ADD lable (my hang-up) but I am more than willing to seek treatment. I never want to risk anyones life again, because I cannot retain, focus or remember important details.
I am not expecting to get a speed like affect.... But I certainly didnt expect it to make me sleepy either!!! I have noticed improvement in being calm, more focused and more relaxed, but with 3 kids around I cannot accept being sluggish all day either.... I hope I make a little sense, I seem to ramble sometimes...sorry!
Have a Beautiful Day!!!
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Carrie
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