I allowed myself to think positive today
"If I am not stuck in a rut, I just might become deluded with positivity. I try so hard to avoid feeling stuck or deluded and I overwhelm myself anyway from trying too hard."
I attempted to explain the above experience to a friend today and she gave me the look (the what the heck are you talking about look).
Instead of feeling misunderstood...I laughed at the situation.
I don't need to start the week -reactive-.