Hey Everyone

I just wanted to thank you all my family for letting me vent here this last month. I know its an Addiction board not a Grieving board but I was also here before my loss doing what I could to help others and you all became my family so what better place to get support right? In a month I have went from a crying at the drop of a hat or a single thought tear machine with the constant pain level of an 8+. To somewhat of my old self again there are the "triggers" that bring a tear but they also bring a smile now, my pain level is back or getting back to the norm and I am sleeping better. And yes I am happy most times. But I will never forget ever what this man taught me his courage, his love and his spirit, his will to live at all costs and his love for me and my kids. Thank you all for your love and support I dont think I would be this far this soon without you. My special friends know who they are and I send my love to them. God bless you all.
Luv
Autumn.